NO NO NO NO NO

No, I am not okay.

No, I don't want to tell you how I'm feeling.

No, I don't need anything.

No, you can't do anything.

Can you bring my Mother back? NO.

She's only been gone for a little over 72 hours. I'm still actively grieving.

Even though I know she isn't suffering anymore and she is much better off, NO, I don't want her to be gone.

I just want to hug her, hold her, tell her that I love her, make her feel better.

It happened so fast. NO, I was not ready. Neither was she.

So no. I am not okay.

Oh, and stop talking about how much worse it is because it's the holidays. Any day your Mother dies is a bad day. Any time of the year is a bad time.

NO.

Pretty Much

This picture couldn't be more perfect for today if I made it myself. Deep breaths. 10, 9, 8, 7, 6.....

Oh My

I can get to my blog again from work. What shall I ever do with myself? Hmmmm....let me think about it and I will get back to you. HELLO people. M